Admit Something

[VinylGuy]

*doug’s therapists joins RM*

“Jesus christ, look at this place. I’ll be able to retire within a year”

¨so that internet forum was actually true! he is not depressed he is just a loser¨

[Chris_H_2]

that poor therapist is going to be bored stiff hearing about the broncos' lack of draft picks

[96583UP]

hopefully she's hot

[doug rr]

hopefully she's hot

he's an old long haired hippy at least from his picture..thats why I picked him..along with credentials

[tragabigzanda]

There is a wolf in me . . . fangs pointed for tearing gashes . . . a red tongue for raw meat . . . and the hot lapping of blood—I keep this wolf because the wilderness gave it to me and the wilderness will not let it go.

There is a fox in me . . . a silver-gray fox . . . I sniff and guess . . . I pick things out of the wind and air . . . I nose in the dark night and take sleepers and eat them and hide the feathers . . . I circle and loop and double-cross.

There is a hog in me . . . a snout and a belly . . . a machinery for eating and grunting . . . a machinery for sleeping satisfied in the sun—I got this too from the wilderness and the wilderness will not let it go.

There is a fish in me . . . I know I came from salt-blue water-gates . . . I scurried with shoals of herring . . . I blew waterspouts with porpoises . . . before land was . . . before the water went down . . . before Noah . . . before the first chapter of Genesis.

There is a baboon in me . . . clambering-clawed . . . dog-faced . . . yawping a galoot's hunger . . . hairy under the armpits . . . here are the hawk-eyed hankering men . . . here are the blonde and blue-eyed women . . . here they hide curled asleep waiting . . . ready to snarl and kill . . . ready to sing and give milk . . . waiting—I keep the baboon because the wilderness says so.

There is an eagle in me and a mockingbird . . . and the eagle flies among the Rocky Mountains of my dreams and fights among the Sierra crags of what I want . . . and the mockingbird warbles in the early forenoon before the dew is gone, warbles in the underbrush of my Chattanoogas of hope, gushes over the blue Ozark foothills of my wishes—And I got the eagle and the mockingbird from the wilderness.

O, I got a zoo, I got a menagerie, inside my ribs, under my bony head, under my red-valve heart—and I got something else: it is a man-child heart, a woman-child heart: it is a father and mother and lover: it came from God-Knows-Where: it is going to God-Knows-Where—For I am the keeper of the zoo: I say yes and no: I sing and kill and work: I am a pal of the world: I came from the wilderness.

[bodysnatcher]

What if he tells you to stop eating prime rib

[doug rr]

that will never happen, just less frequently..
I'm cleaned up and have decided on a long sleeve t-shirt..going in casual like myself..one hour until game time..wish me luck

[dad]

that will never happen, just less frequently..
I'm cleaned up and have decided on a long sleeve t-shirt..going in casual like myself..one hour until game time..wish me luck

you got this, doug.

be proud of yourself. it's work, and you're doing it. that counts big time.

[The Argonaut]

Good luck, Doug. We love you

[JuanHamm]

Good luck doug. What's your copay?

[doug rr]

thanks guys..last minute shirt change due to a blue cheese spill

[Chris_H_2]

#rockbottom

[JuanHamm]

That's my doug

[doug rr]

I was having cherry tomatoes and dipping them

[96583UP]

good luck doug

just remember

it is sometimes medically necessary for them to insert a finger in your butthole

but if they are not wearing rubber gloves

it is a red flag

be careful out there

[Chris_H_2]

it's weird how barbers are doing that now, too

[doug rr]

all in all it was a good first session for me...talked a lot about my mom and the Grateful Dead show from Fillmore in 1971

[Bammer]

Therapry, To

[Bammer]

Inshrinknificance

[Bammer]

Evaluation