The irrational fear thread

[E.H. Ruddock]

Snakes and spiders don't bother me but I've had too many traumatizing experiences with Louisiana cockroaches growing up, so they fill me with dread.

They're gigantic, they're everywhere, and they fly.

Ah yes. Here in the Carolinas they call them Palmetto bugs, I guess to fool everyone into thinking they aren't cockroaches. But they are gigantic, fly, and it doesn't matter how clean your house is or what kind of pest control you have, you will inevitably be sitting at home watching TV in the evening and see one crawling on the wall or ceiling, just waiting to drop down on you.

[dad]

Snakes and spiders don't bother me but I've had too many traumatizing experiences with Louisiana cockroaches growing up, so they fill me with dread.

They're gigantic, they're everywhere, and they fly.

Ah yes. Here in the Carolinas they call them Palmetto bugs, I guess to fool everyone into thinking they aren't cockroaches. But they are gigantic, fly, and it doesn't matter how clean your house is or what kind of pest control you have, you will inevitably be sitting at home watching TV in the evening and see one crawling on the wall or ceiling, just waiting to drop down on you.

they can call them whatever they want. they nasty.

[tragabigzanda]

There is a wolf in me . . . fangs pointed for tearing gashes . . . a red tongue for raw meat . . . and the hot lapping of blood—I keep this wolf because the wilderness gave it to me and the wilderness will not let it go.

There is a fox in me . . . a silver-gray fox . . . I sniff and guess . . . I pick things out of the wind and air . . . I nose in the dark night and take sleepers and eat them and hide the feathers . . . I circle and loop and double-cross.

There is a hog in me . . . a snout and a belly . . . a machinery for eating and grunting . . . a machinery for sleeping satisfied in the sun—I got this too from the wilderness and the wilderness will not let it go.

There is a fish in me . . . I know I came from salt-blue water-gates . . . I scurried with shoals of herring . . . I blew waterspouts with porpoises . . . before land was . . . before the water went down . . . before Noah . . . before the first chapter of Genesis.

There is a baboon in me . . . clambering-clawed . . . dog-faced . . . yawping a galoot's hunger . . . hairy under the armpits . . . here are the hawk-eyed hankering men . . . here are the blonde and blue-eyed women . . . here they hide curled asleep waiting . . . ready to snarl and kill . . . ready to sing and give milk . . . waiting—I keep the baboon because the wilderness says so.

There is an eagle in me and a mockingbird . . . and the eagle flies among the Rocky Mountains of my dreams and fights among the Sierra crags of what I want . . . and the mockingbird warbles in the early forenoon before the dew is gone, warbles in the underbrush of my Chattanoogas of hope, gushes over the blue Ozark foothills of my wishes—And I got the eagle and the mockingbird from the wilderness.

O, I got a zoo, I got a menagerie, inside my ribs, under my bony head, under my red-valve heart—and I got something else: it is a man-child heart, a woman-child heart: it is a father and mother and lover: it came from God-Knows-Where: it is going to God-Knows-Where—For I am the keeper of the zoo: I say yes and no: I sing and kill and work: I am a pal of the world: I came from the wilderness.

[lennytheweedwhacker]

Right now it’s preparing my townhouse to sell

[spike]

Either of my kids getting into drugs (not irrational)

Your Crime thread makes so much more sense now.

[oasisfan35]

Snakes and spiders don't bother me but I've had too many traumatizing experiences with Louisiana cockroaches growing up, so they fill me with dread.

They're gigantic, they're everywhere, and they fly.

Ah yes. Here in the Carolinas they call them Palmetto bugs, I guess to fool everyone into thinking they aren't cockroaches. But they are gigantic, fly, and it doesn't matter how clean your house is or what kind of pest control you have, you will inevitably be sitting at home watching TV in the evening and see one crawling on the wall or ceiling, just waiting to drop down on you.

1-1/2" to 2" is gigantic huh?

[lennytheweedwhacker]

Either of my kids getting into drugs (not irrational)

Have they met the RMer formerly known as chud?

[Peeps]

going up steps in public (or escalator) and worrying someone is going to clip my back foot to watch me fall