Re: Death
Posted: Sun April 17, 2022 3:24 am
I think I might die one day
Yeah, my kid is a big fanEllo Sailor wrote:Pretty solid metal band.
My views on suicide are well documented on RM. If Uncle Tony wants to go, godspeed.daft twat wrote:Sorry?epilogue wrote:DIYdaft twat wrote:Assisted or just DIY? My old man talks about the former.epilogue wrote:I think my uncle is planning on suicide soon.
We just got back from my Grandfather's 90th Birthday party. This is my uncle's dad. And at the end of the night my aunt (his wife) said to my grandfather "We'll be back this way in the summer, so you'll get to see him one more time."
Could be taken a lot of different ways, to be sure. But with everything else that I learned this past weekend, and given the conversations we had, I'm pretty sure this is happening.
I really think Mellencamp was onto something with, “Oh yeah, life goes on….long after the thrill of living is gone.’” We’re not supposed to live into our 80s and beyond.
While my heart issues weren’t the same as you it did totally mind fuck me. I can at times feel the edge of a panic attack if for a split second I feel off. I really need to see a therapist to work through thisPHATJ wrote:I think about death a lot, especially after my heart attack. I wish I didn’t.
Carl Sandburg wrote:There is a wolf in me . . . fangs pointed for tearing gashes . . . a red tongue for raw meat . . . and the hot lapping of blood—I keep this wolf because the wilderness gave it to me and the wilderness will not let it go.
There is a fox in me . . . a silver-gray fox . . . I sniff and guess . . . I pick things out of the wind and air . . . I nose in the dark night and take sleepers and eat them and hide the feathers . . . I circle and loop and double-cross.
There is a hog in me . . . a snout and a belly . . . a machinery for eating and grunting . . . a machinery for sleeping satisfied in the sun—I got this too from the wilderness and the wilderness will not let it go.
There is a fish in me . . . I know I came from salt-blue water-gates . . . I scurried with shoals of herring . . . I blew waterspouts with porpoises . . . before land was . . . before the water went down . . . before Noah . . . before the first chapter of Genesis.
There is a baboon in me . . . clambering-clawed . . . dog-faced . . . yawping a galoot's hunger . . . hairy under the armpits . . . here are the hawk-eyed hankering men . . . here are the blonde and blue-eyed women . . . here they hide curled asleep waiting . . . ready to snarl and kill . . . ready to sing and give milk . . . waiting—I keep the baboon because the wilderness says so.
There is an eagle in me and a mockingbird . . . and the eagle flies among the Rocky Mountains of my dreams and fights among the Sierra crags of what I want . . . and the mockingbird warbles in the early forenoon before the dew is gone, warbles in the underbrush of my Chattanoogas of hope, gushes over the blue Ozark foothills of my wishes—And I got the eagle and the mockingbird from the wilderness.
O, I got a zoo, I got a menagerie, inside my ribs, under my bony head, under my red-valve heart—and I got something else: it is a man-child heart, a woman-child heart: it is a father and mother and lover: it came from God-Knows-Where: it is going to God-Knows-Where—For I am the keeper of the zoo: I say yes and no: I sing and kill and work: I am a pal of the world: I came from the wilderness.
It was traumatizing. How do you do it?tragabigzanda wrote:Lol Burt is socializing with the normies
Carl Sandburg wrote:There is a wolf in me . . . fangs pointed for tearing gashes . . . a red tongue for raw meat . . . and the hot lapping of blood—I keep this wolf because the wilderness gave it to me and the wilderness will not let it go.
There is a fox in me . . . a silver-gray fox . . . I sniff and guess . . . I pick things out of the wind and air . . . I nose in the dark night and take sleepers and eat them and hide the feathers . . . I circle and loop and double-cross.
There is a hog in me . . . a snout and a belly . . . a machinery for eating and grunting . . . a machinery for sleeping satisfied in the sun—I got this too from the wilderness and the wilderness will not let it go.
There is a fish in me . . . I know I came from salt-blue water-gates . . . I scurried with shoals of herring . . . I blew waterspouts with porpoises . . . before land was . . . before the water went down . . . before Noah . . . before the first chapter of Genesis.
There is a baboon in me . . . clambering-clawed . . . dog-faced . . . yawping a galoot's hunger . . . hairy under the armpits . . . here are the hawk-eyed hankering men . . . here are the blonde and blue-eyed women . . . here they hide curled asleep waiting . . . ready to snarl and kill . . . ready to sing and give milk . . . waiting—I keep the baboon because the wilderness says so.
There is an eagle in me and a mockingbird . . . and the eagle flies among the Rocky Mountains of my dreams and fights among the Sierra crags of what I want . . . and the mockingbird warbles in the early forenoon before the dew is gone, warbles in the underbrush of my Chattanoogas of hope, gushes over the blue Ozark foothills of my wishes—And I got the eagle and the mockingbird from the wilderness.
O, I got a zoo, I got a menagerie, inside my ribs, under my bony head, under my red-valve heart—and I got something else: it is a man-child heart, a woman-child heart: it is a father and mother and lover: it came from God-Knows-Where: it is going to God-Knows-Where—For I am the keeper of the zoo: I say yes and no: I sing and kill and work: I am a pal of the world: I came from the wilderness.
The normies don't want to talk about philosophy. It's just endless small talk and complaining about rent! Mind numbing.tragabigzanda wrote:A kid is the perfect excuse to leave anything, anytime. Have one!BurtReynolds wrote:It was traumatizing. How do you do it?tragabigzanda wrote:Lol Burt is socializing with the normies
That's when you fuck with them and blow their minds. Don't worry about what they think of you.BurtReynolds wrote:The normies don't want to talk about philosophy. It's just endless small talk and complaining about rent! Mind numbing.tragabigzanda wrote:A kid is the perfect excuse to leave anything, anytime. Have one!BurtReynolds wrote:It was traumatizing. How do you do it?tragabigzanda wrote:Lol Burt is socializing with the normies