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Re: breakthroughs in therapy
Posted: Wed June 26, 2024 8:10 am
by Higgs
I've only ever gone through therapy sessions from a family perspective, mainly to do with issues my daughter was going through (well, they were "our" issues, but the main impetus was around my daughter working through some shit). I could certainly use someone to have a decent chat to on the reg though. Although in many ways my wife satisfies that requirement I guess, although some separation/distance and a third party perspective wouldn't be a bad thing I would think.
Also, trag, great breakthrough - must be kinda empowering to have that frame of reference for yourself moving forward. Now you can truly do the Gen X thing and not give a flying fuck about the noise anymore. I don't think that I care too much about what anyone else thinks about me, mostly. Although I would be lying to myself if that wasn't at least partly because I feel reasonably satisfied with where I am professionally and financially these days. And the joy of age.
I was actually saying to the wife just the other day how I notice myself as I get older more and more justifying my stance on things to myself rather than necessarily too strongly considering my own position on a matter. So long as I am doing no harm (and that is an aspect that I do review in my thoughts and actions) I do a pretty good job of satisfying/justifying myself on my positions on whatever it might be. It might not be the greatest way to go about things but it has really helped me to be able to move on and to not get "caught in the weeds" so to speak. I still feel guilt for sure (lots of things are shades of grey - we all know that), but overall I feel alright about things.
Go well all my RM brothers and sisters.
Re: breakthroughs in therapy
Posted: Wed June 26, 2024 10:05 am
by wease
I definitely used to care a lot more about what people think about me. Other than my weight and I appear to people outside my family, I don’t give a damn anymore. I can’t quite get over the weight thing, tho. Especially when I do stuff like meeting RMers. I just assume everyone I’ve met sees me as just a big fatass and that bothers me. But I’m way beyond the point of people thinking I’m an asshole or something. I pretty much know how to function in society and there’s something someone else doesn’t like about me, that’s their problem, not mine.
Re: breakthroughs in therapy
Posted: Wed June 26, 2024 10:07 am
by Ello Sailor
You're definitely not a fatass. The first thing I saw in that photo is that you looked content as fuck. Take it easy on yourself, broseph.
Re: breakthroughs in therapy
Posted: Wed June 26, 2024 10:08 am
by wease
Ello Sailor wrote:You're definitely not a fatass. The first thing I saw in that photo is that you looked content as fuck. Take it easy on yourself, broseph.
I’m wearing a shirt two sizes too large to hide it.
Re: breakthroughs in therapy
Posted: Wed June 26, 2024 10:11 am
by Ello Sailor
Pffft fuck all of that. Shirt looks good. You look good. Eat a dick etc.
Re: breakthroughs in therapy
Posted: Wed June 26, 2024 10:55 am
by Monkey_Driven
I've never tried therapy.
Re: breakthroughs in therapy
Posted: Wed June 26, 2024 11:09 am
by Ello Sailor
Dark Souls is kinda like therapy.
Re: breakthroughs in therapy
Posted: Wed June 26, 2024 1:50 pm
by Monkey_Driven
Ello Sailor wrote:Dark Souls is kinda like therapy.

Re: breakthroughs in therapy
Posted: Wed June 26, 2024 2:15 pm
by Higgs
I read that as "De La Soul is kinda like therapy" and was nodding my head.
Re: breakthroughs in therapy
Posted: Wed June 26, 2024 2:17 pm
by Jorge
CBT is good. Psychoanalysis, eh, it's not for me
Re: breakthroughs in therapy
Posted: Wed June 26, 2024 2:36 pm
by VinylGuy
Wease you are not fat at all; you look goddamn younger too, Mrs Wease too looks super young
Damn you both!
Re: breakthroughs in therapy
Posted: Wed June 26, 2024 2:55 pm
by tragabigzanda
Carl Sandburg wrote:There is a wolf in me . . . fangs pointed for tearing gashes . . . a red tongue for raw meat . . . and the hot lapping of blood—I keep this wolf because the wilderness gave it to me and the wilderness will not let it go.
There is a fox in me . . . a silver-gray fox . . . I sniff and guess . . . I pick things out of the wind and air . . . I nose in the dark night and take sleepers and eat them and hide the feathers . . . I circle and loop and double-cross.
There is a hog in me . . . a snout and a belly . . . a machinery for eating and grunting . . . a machinery for sleeping satisfied in the sun—I got this too from the wilderness and the wilderness will not let it go.
There is a fish in me . . . I know I came from salt-blue water-gates . . . I scurried with shoals of herring . . . I blew waterspouts with porpoises . . . before land was . . . before the water went down . . . before Noah . . . before the first chapter of Genesis.
There is a baboon in me . . . clambering-clawed . . . dog-faced . . . yawping a galoot's hunger . . . hairy under the armpits . . . here are the hawk-eyed hankering men . . . here are the blonde and blue-eyed women . . . here they hide curled asleep waiting . . . ready to snarl and kill . . . ready to sing and give milk . . . waiting—I keep the baboon because the wilderness says so.
There is an eagle in me and a mockingbird . . . and the eagle flies among the Rocky Mountains of my dreams and fights among the Sierra crags of what I want . . . and the mockingbird warbles in the early forenoon before the dew is gone, warbles in the underbrush of my Chattanoogas of hope, gushes over the blue Ozark foothills of my wishes—And I got the eagle and the mockingbird from the wilderness.
O, I got a zoo, I got a menagerie, inside my ribs, under my bony head, under my red-valve heart—and I got something else: it is a man-child heart, a woman-child heart: it is a father and mother and lover: it came from God-Knows-Where: it is going to God-Knows-Where—For I am the keeper of the zoo: I say yes and no: I sing and kill and work: I am a pal of the world: I came from the wilderness.
Re: breakthroughs in therapy
Posted: Wed June 26, 2024 2:56 pm
by tragabigzanda
Carl Sandburg wrote:There is a wolf in me . . . fangs pointed for tearing gashes . . . a red tongue for raw meat . . . and the hot lapping of blood—I keep this wolf because the wilderness gave it to me and the wilderness will not let it go.
There is a fox in me . . . a silver-gray fox . . . I sniff and guess . . . I pick things out of the wind and air . . . I nose in the dark night and take sleepers and eat them and hide the feathers . . . I circle and loop and double-cross.
There is a hog in me . . . a snout and a belly . . . a machinery for eating and grunting . . . a machinery for sleeping satisfied in the sun—I got this too from the wilderness and the wilderness will not let it go.
There is a fish in me . . . I know I came from salt-blue water-gates . . . I scurried with shoals of herring . . . I blew waterspouts with porpoises . . . before land was . . . before the water went down . . . before Noah . . . before the first chapter of Genesis.
There is a baboon in me . . . clambering-clawed . . . dog-faced . . . yawping a galoot's hunger . . . hairy under the armpits . . . here are the hawk-eyed hankering men . . . here are the blonde and blue-eyed women . . . here they hide curled asleep waiting . . . ready to snarl and kill . . . ready to sing and give milk . . . waiting—I keep the baboon because the wilderness says so.
There is an eagle in me and a mockingbird . . . and the eagle flies among the Rocky Mountains of my dreams and fights among the Sierra crags of what I want . . . and the mockingbird warbles in the early forenoon before the dew is gone, warbles in the underbrush of my Chattanoogas of hope, gushes over the blue Ozark foothills of my wishes—And I got the eagle and the mockingbird from the wilderness.
O, I got a zoo, I got a menagerie, inside my ribs, under my bony head, under my red-valve heart—and I got something else: it is a man-child heart, a woman-child heart: it is a father and mother and lover: it came from God-Knows-Where: it is going to God-Knows-Where—For I am the keeper of the zoo: I say yes and no: I sing and kill and work: I am a pal of the world: I came from the wilderness.
Re: breakthroughs in therapy
Posted: Wed June 26, 2024 2:56 pm
by tragabigzanda
Carl Sandburg wrote:There is a wolf in me . . . fangs pointed for tearing gashes . . . a red tongue for raw meat . . . and the hot lapping of blood—I keep this wolf because the wilderness gave it to me and the wilderness will not let it go.
There is a fox in me . . . a silver-gray fox . . . I sniff and guess . . . I pick things out of the wind and air . . . I nose in the dark night and take sleepers and eat them and hide the feathers . . . I circle and loop and double-cross.
There is a hog in me . . . a snout and a belly . . . a machinery for eating and grunting . . . a machinery for sleeping satisfied in the sun—I got this too from the wilderness and the wilderness will not let it go.
There is a fish in me . . . I know I came from salt-blue water-gates . . . I scurried with shoals of herring . . . I blew waterspouts with porpoises . . . before land was . . . before the water went down . . . before Noah . . . before the first chapter of Genesis.
There is a baboon in me . . . clambering-clawed . . . dog-faced . . . yawping a galoot's hunger . . . hairy under the armpits . . . here are the hawk-eyed hankering men . . . here are the blonde and blue-eyed women . . . here they hide curled asleep waiting . . . ready to snarl and kill . . . ready to sing and give milk . . . waiting—I keep the baboon because the wilderness says so.
There is an eagle in me and a mockingbird . . . and the eagle flies among the Rocky Mountains of my dreams and fights among the Sierra crags of what I want . . . and the mockingbird warbles in the early forenoon before the dew is gone, warbles in the underbrush of my Chattanoogas of hope, gushes over the blue Ozark foothills of my wishes—And I got the eagle and the mockingbird from the wilderness.
O, I got a zoo, I got a menagerie, inside my ribs, under my bony head, under my red-valve heart—and I got something else: it is a man-child heart, a woman-child heart: it is a father and mother and lover: it came from God-Knows-Where: it is going to God-Knows-Where—For I am the keeper of the zoo: I say yes and no: I sing and kill and work: I am a pal of the world: I came from the wilderness.
Re: breakthroughs in therapy
Posted: Wed June 26, 2024 3:02 pm
by tragabigzanda
Carl Sandburg wrote:There is a wolf in me . . . fangs pointed for tearing gashes . . . a red tongue for raw meat . . . and the hot lapping of blood—I keep this wolf because the wilderness gave it to me and the wilderness will not let it go.
There is a fox in me . . . a silver-gray fox . . . I sniff and guess . . . I pick things out of the wind and air . . . I nose in the dark night and take sleepers and eat them and hide the feathers . . . I circle and loop and double-cross.
There is a hog in me . . . a snout and a belly . . . a machinery for eating and grunting . . . a machinery for sleeping satisfied in the sun—I got this too from the wilderness and the wilderness will not let it go.
There is a fish in me . . . I know I came from salt-blue water-gates . . . I scurried with shoals of herring . . . I blew waterspouts with porpoises . . . before land was . . . before the water went down . . . before Noah . . . before the first chapter of Genesis.
There is a baboon in me . . . clambering-clawed . . . dog-faced . . . yawping a galoot's hunger . . . hairy under the armpits . . . here are the hawk-eyed hankering men . . . here are the blonde and blue-eyed women . . . here they hide curled asleep waiting . . . ready to snarl and kill . . . ready to sing and give milk . . . waiting—I keep the baboon because the wilderness says so.
There is an eagle in me and a mockingbird . . . and the eagle flies among the Rocky Mountains of my dreams and fights among the Sierra crags of what I want . . . and the mockingbird warbles in the early forenoon before the dew is gone, warbles in the underbrush of my Chattanoogas of hope, gushes over the blue Ozark foothills of my wishes—And I got the eagle and the mockingbird from the wilderness.
O, I got a zoo, I got a menagerie, inside my ribs, under my bony head, under my red-valve heart—and I got something else: it is a man-child heart, a woman-child heart: it is a father and mother and lover: it came from God-Knows-Where: it is going to God-Knows-Where—For I am the keeper of the zoo: I say yes and no: I sing and kill and work: I am a pal of the world: I came from the wilderness.
Re: breakthroughs in therapy
Posted: Wed June 26, 2024 3:10 pm
by E.H. Ruddock
I have an appointment with a VA therapist on 7/9, I have a lot of shit to work on!
Re: breakthroughs in therapy
Posted: Wed June 26, 2024 3:13 pm
by tragabigzanda
Carl Sandburg wrote:There is a wolf in me . . . fangs pointed for tearing gashes . . . a red tongue for raw meat . . . and the hot lapping of blood—I keep this wolf because the wilderness gave it to me and the wilderness will not let it go.
There is a fox in me . . . a silver-gray fox . . . I sniff and guess . . . I pick things out of the wind and air . . . I nose in the dark night and take sleepers and eat them and hide the feathers . . . I circle and loop and double-cross.
There is a hog in me . . . a snout and a belly . . . a machinery for eating and grunting . . . a machinery for sleeping satisfied in the sun—I got this too from the wilderness and the wilderness will not let it go.
There is a fish in me . . . I know I came from salt-blue water-gates . . . I scurried with shoals of herring . . . I blew waterspouts with porpoises . . . before land was . . . before the water went down . . . before Noah . . . before the first chapter of Genesis.
There is a baboon in me . . . clambering-clawed . . . dog-faced . . . yawping a galoot's hunger . . . hairy under the armpits . . . here are the hawk-eyed hankering men . . . here are the blonde and blue-eyed women . . . here they hide curled asleep waiting . . . ready to snarl and kill . . . ready to sing and give milk . . . waiting—I keep the baboon because the wilderness says so.
There is an eagle in me and a mockingbird . . . and the eagle flies among the Rocky Mountains of my dreams and fights among the Sierra crags of what I want . . . and the mockingbird warbles in the early forenoon before the dew is gone, warbles in the underbrush of my Chattanoogas of hope, gushes over the blue Ozark foothills of my wishes—And I got the eagle and the mockingbird from the wilderness.
O, I got a zoo, I got a menagerie, inside my ribs, under my bony head, under my red-valve heart—and I got something else: it is a man-child heart, a woman-child heart: it is a father and mother and lover: it came from God-Knows-Where: it is going to God-Knows-Where—For I am the keeper of the zoo: I say yes and no: I sing and kill and work: I am a pal of the world: I came from the wilderness.
Re: breakthroughs in therapy
Posted: Wed June 26, 2024 3:32 pm
by wease
tragabigzanda wrote:Also wease, wth — When I met you, the only big impression I got was “extremely chill, nice manicure of facial hair, wife seems like a good hang too.”
You’re being kind. All I could think was how slim and trim all you guys were and I wished I had better control over my eating and exercise routine.
Re: breakthroughs in therapy
Posted: Wed June 26, 2024 4:15 pm
by Jorge
tragabigzanda wrote:Jorge wrote:CBT is good. Psychoanalysis, eh, it's not for me
I think you may be muddying the waters between psychology/psychiatry and psychotherapy — which is not to say I think one is necessarily better than the other, but only that there are clear differences in process.
CBT is a form of psychotherapy, and psychoanalysis is another. Different things work for different people, and after years of both, I know what works better for me
Re: breakthroughs in therapy
Posted: Wed June 26, 2024 4:19 pm
by Jorge
That said I'm currently doing neither and maybe should look into getting back on the horse. It's just hard to find time (he says, making his 20th RM post of the day)