Red Mosquito

The Argonaut wrote:I had a job interview this afternoon. Now I'm very depressed and I hate myself. Such a bad idea to do this, wow. I did so terrible, I am so embarrassed

I understand, but don’t sweat it. Interviews are tough.

lennytheweedwhacker wrote:

The Argonaut wrote:I had a job interview this afternoon. Now I'm very depressed and I hate myself. Such a bad idea to do this, wow. I did so terrible, I am so embarrassed

I understand, but don’t sweat it. Interviews are tough.

It was so so bad. It was so bad it made me realize things about myself. I think it's possible that I feel embarrassment more intensely or acutely than other people.
When I'm sad, I'm never as horrifically, terrifyingly sad as I've seen others be. My joyful moments have never reached the bliss I've seen in others. But nobody feels as embarrassed as is do. I was so miserable yesterday and memories of this are going to haunt me for the rest of my life.
It was like a visceral, physical pain that had me almost in tears for hours.
And this intense emotionality around embarrassment is the source of most of my life failures.
God damn

The Argonaut wrote:

lennytheweedwhacker wrote:

The Argonaut wrote:I had a job interview this afternoon. Now I'm very depressed and I hate myself. Such a bad idea to do this, wow. I did so terrible, I am so embarrassed

I understand, but don’t sweat it. Interviews are tough.

It was so so bad. It was so bad it made me realize things about myself. I think it's possible that I feel embarrassment more intensely or acutely than other people.
When I'm sad, I'm never as horrifically, terrifyingly sad as I've seen others be. My joyful moments have never reached the bliss I've seen in others. But nobody feels as embarrassed as is do. I was so miserable yesterday and memories of this are going to haunt me for the rest of my life.
It was like a visceral, physical pain that had me almost in tears for hours.
And this intense emotionality around embarrassment is the source of most of my life failures.
God damn

It is in the past and it is okay. You're a good dude and little cutie.

I'm sure it wasn't that bad.

Take it easy on yourself, Argo. Hardly worth beating yourself up over.

I'm so bad at judging job interviews. There have been interviews where I thought I did horrible, but got the offer, and interviews that I thought I did great, but they told me to fuck off. You never know.

Reading back over those posts, I was definitely overreacting. But I was going through it. RM sometimes gets the in-the-moment, unvarnished argo

I’m going to consider voting for you

The Argonaut wrote:Reading back over those posts, I was definitely overreacting. But I was going through it. RM sometimes gets the in-the-moment, unvarnished argo

Can you explain what happened that was so bad?

Jorge wrote:

The Argonaut wrote:Reading back over those posts, I was definitely overreacting. But I was going through it. RM sometimes gets the in-the-moment, unvarnished argo

Can you explain what happened that was so bad?

He forgot to wear pants, okay?

It's probably best for me to try to forget. Honestly, I don't even know. I just know I felt stupid and bad

wease wrote:

Bammer wrote:If I was going to hire anyone here to work for me, it would be Wease.

Right now, it wouldn’t take much. Make an offer

You would have to trade your deep red euphoria for our dark blue hellscape though.

The Argonaut wrote:It's probably best for me to try to forget. Honestly, I don't even know. I just know I felt stupid and bad

you wore sweats and popped a boner didnt you?

I hate to make light of it, but now I’m just envisioning him during the interview rocking back and forth repeating “Argo fuck yourself”

Bammer wrote:

wease wrote:

Bammer wrote:If I was going to hire anyone here to work for me, it would be Wease.

Right now, it wouldn’t take much. Make an offer

You would have to trade your deep red euphoria for our dark blue hellscape though.

I think I could pull it off…

wease wrote:

Bammer wrote:

wease wrote:

Bammer wrote:If I was going to hire anyone here to work for me, it would be Wease.

Right now, it wouldn’t take much. Make an offer

You would have to trade your deep red euphoria for our dark blue hellscape though.

I think I could pull it off…

and you could enjoy Seattle dogs every day if you wanted...

doug rr wrote:

wease wrote:

Bammer wrote:

wease wrote:

Bammer wrote:If I was going to hire anyone here to work for me, it would be Wease.

Right now, it wouldn’t take much. Make an offer

You would have to trade your deep red euphoria for our dark blue hellscape though.

I think I could pull it off…

and you could enjoy Seattle dogs every day if you wanted...

A definite plus

wease wrote:

doug rr wrote:

wease wrote:

Bammer wrote:

wease wrote:

Bammer wrote:If I was going to hire anyone here to work for me, it would be Wease.

Right now, it wouldn’t take much. Make an offer

You would have to trade your deep red euphoria for our dark blue hellscape though.

I think I could pull it off…

and you could enjoy Seattle dogs every day if you wanted...

A definite plus

have you asked what the job is yet? it might be CPAC

doug rr wrote:

wease wrote:

doug rr wrote:

wease wrote:

Bammer wrote:

wease wrote:

Bammer wrote:If I was going to hire anyone here to work for me, it would be Wease.

Right now, it wouldn’t take much. Make an offer

You would have to trade your deep red euphoria for our dark blue hellscape though.

I think I could pull it off…

and you could enjoy Seattle dogs every day if you wanted...

A definite plus

have you asked what the job is yet? it might be CPAC

Are they even allowed in Seattle?

Had a job interview today. Didn't apply for it and don't really even want it. What the fuck am I even doing? I'm just doing things.