Red Mosquito

Higgs wrote:

wease wrote:Just chillin in the room with the door open and the waves crashin. A friend of Mrs Wease met her and they’re walking around. The kid has gone shopping with one of her friends. Room all to myself. ‘S what I’m talkin bout.

Its moments like these that make shit worthwhile. Hope you enjoyed.

It was great. Too short tho. Today and tomorrow are all day cheer competition!

My oldest is 17 today. He got mail from the Marines. I don’t think that’s his path, but it’s a sobering thought to think he’s reached an age where it could be.

Cut off his index fingers now before it is too late

Slow Saturday here. I’ll see that Questlove doc with my girl and then I plan to spin a few vinyls.

ennui

little walk by the beach today

little bit of backyard relaxation

took a bike ride

still kinda chilly but jonesing for the outdoors

sick of winter

I only have two pals in real life that I talk to every day in WhatsApp and one of them died unexpectedly the other day and there’s a whole backstory to that. She kinda tried to kill herself s few months back and I woke up to this scary message from her and ran over to her place and couldn’t get in and she wouldn’t answer the phone and the ambulance service wouldn’t tell me if they’d picked someone up from her address and the hospitals wouldn’t tell me if she was there and it was a frantic fucked up day panicking. Turns out she did make it to hospital and anyway I collected her and brought her home next day and the bed and bedroom literally covered in blood and still wet somehow and had to clean it up with her and it did a Fucking number on me big time as I lost a few friends to suicide over the years and so much headfuck I wasn’t there for them and didn’t try hard enough and I got her family involved in the worst way and they had to come over from England to get her and she completely hated me for that and wouldn’t forgive me and we made up after but it wasn’t the same and now she’s dead and I’m in fuckin wreck over it and her pals are coming over from i overseas for her funeral and apparently they’re gonna tear the head off me for getting her family involved that time and I really haven’t the headspace or energy to even listen to that and I’m dealing with it all in my usual self destructive way and I just wanted to get it off my chest cos there’s nowhere else I can and im sorry for whinging it’s just really after Fucking me up. I miss her so much already. She was magic and she should be here and it’s all wrong

Sorry dime. You're a good dude and I'm sure you did what was best.

tá brón orm, Dime

It's not your fault, Dime. People grieve in different ways and it would seem a select few are redirecting anger is all. Chin up, lad. This too shall pass.

Thank you lads. Sorry for oversharing. Just needed to say it somewhere n don’t wanna be worrying anyone here putting it on them. They know what I get like it it gets upsetting but this is a horrible new level altogether

Look after yourself the best you can

I know what you are dealing with, i kinda know a similar situation. Its not your fault, at all dime.

You be safe.

hang in there, dime

Sorry to hear.

Sorry to hear that you're going through this Dime!
Kia Kaha buddy!

I think my houseplants are dying. Am I not watering them enough? Am I watering them too much? Too much sun? Not enough?

I'm not cut out to be a plant parent. I don't know what to do.

today is my last day to basically do nothing..my wife flew to LA this morning and will be back Wednesday night..got a lot of packing to do starting tomorrow..stress level 7/10 as of now

BurtReynolds wrote:I think my houseplants are dying. Am I not watering them enough? Am I watering them too much? Too much sun? Not enough?

I'm not cut out to be a plant parent. I don't know what to do.

take a picture of your plants using the google app on your phone, if you have it. the google machine will tell you exactly how to care for your plant.

BurtReynolds wrote:I think my houseplants are dying. Am I not watering them enough? Am I watering them too much? Too much sun? Not enough?

I'm not cut out to be a plant parent. I don't know what to do.

Most houseplants will do fine if you put a full size ice cube in it once or twice a week, no more. (depending on the size of the plant) But definitely check the sun coverage for them with an app.